Thursday, July 28, 2011

misery



it'll always meaningful to me,
even if it no longer means anything to you.

its not about whatever the hell we want.
its not about something we need.
but its what we feel.

you only live once.
I only have one heart.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

The Long Road: Eddie Vedder and The Fateh Ali Khan (Rahat and Nusrat) Pakistani Qawwali plus Grunge!!!!

The Long Road: Dead Man Walking OST...


The Long Road: LIVE Version


And I wished for so long...cannot stay.
All the precious moments...cannot stay.
It's not like wings have fallen...cannot stay.
But still something's missing...cannot say.

Holding hands of daughters and sons,
And their faiths are falling down.
I have wished for so long...
How I wish for you today.

Will I walk the long road? Cannot stay...
There's no need to say goodbye...

All the friends and family.
All the memories going round.
I have wished for so long.
How I wish for you today.

And the wind keeps rollin',
And the sky keeps turning gray.
And the sun is set...
The sun will rise another day.

I have wished for so long...
How I wish for you today.
I have wished for so long...
How I wish for you today.

Will I walk the long road?
We all walk the long road...

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Thanks Alan



Monday, July 18, 2011

Gerimis Mengundang Sejak Kita Berpisah


Kusangkakan panas berpanjangan
Rupanya gerimis..rupanya gerimis mengundang
Dalam tak sedar kukebasahan

Pernah juga kau pinta perpisahan
Aku sangkakan itu hanyalah gurauan
Nyata kau serius dalam senyuman

Bukan sekejap denganmu
Bukan mainan hasratku
Engkau pun tahu niatku
Tulus dan suci
Senang benar kau ucapkan
Kau anggap itu suratan
Sikit pun riak wajahmu tiada terkilan

Hanya aku separuh nyawa
Menahan sebak didada
Sedangkan kau bersahaja
Berlalu tanpa kata
Terasa diri amat terhina kaulakukan
Terasa diri amat terhina kaulakukan

Sia-sia kukorban selama ini
Jika kasihku, jika hatiku
Kau guris...
Dalam tak sedar ku menangis


Sejak kita berpisah
Terapung di laut duka
Jiwa hampa
Kerna hati luka

Jiwa di saat kenangan
Tak dapat ku rela
Sudah nasib tuk diriku
Nan celaka

Hati pedih
Kalbu rindu setelah kau pergi
Harapan ku
Mungkin dikau jadi kembali

Air mata berlinang
Mengingat sesal ku datang
Berkumandang
Suara mu yang riang

Sejak kita berpisahan
Hati ku tak tenang
Nan laksana suria silau
Waktu petang

Fikiranku selalu saja ingat kepadamu
Mari kasih lekas datang kepada ku

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Adaptation (2002)



Charles Kaufman:
There was this time in high school.
I was watching you out the library window.
You were talking to Sarah Marsh.


Donald Kaufman:
Oh, God.
I was so in love with her.


Charles Kaufman:
I know.
And you were flirting with her.
And she was being really sweet to you.


Donald Kaufman:
I remember that.

Charles Kaufman:
Then, when you walked away, she started making fun of you with Kim Canetti.
And it was like they were laughing at *me*.(
Donald and Charles Kaufman were twin brothers.)
You didn't know at all.
You seemed so happy.


Donald Kaufman:
I knew.
I heard them.


Charles Kaufman:
Well, how come you were so happy?

Donald Kaufman:
I loved Sarah, Charles.
It was mine, that love.
I owned it.
Even Sarah didn't have the right to take it away.
I can love whoever I want. (either loved back or not)


Charles Kaufman:
But she thought you were pathetic.

Donald Kaufman:
That was her business, not mine.
You are what you love, not what loves you.
That's what I decided a long time ago.








WATCH IT HERE.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Pahlawan Di Jiwa, Kedamaian di Hati

Pain is a relatively objective, physical phenomenon; suffering is our psychological resistance to what happens. Events may create physical pain, but they do not in themselves create suffering. Resistance creates suffering. Stress happens when your mind resists what is...The only problem in your life is your mind's resistance to life as it unfolds.


~ Dan Millman Quotes from Way of the Peaceful Warrior

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