Well, I think you're wrong.

MENANTI SANG PENAMAT

Waiting For The End
LINKIN PARK
A Thousand Sun

This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
'Cause we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear.

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,

I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got...

This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
(Holding on to what i haven't got)

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
'Cause we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)

Saya, Degas dan Kesunyian Seniman.

TEMAN hanya layak untuk MEREKA yang KESUNYIAN.
-Ed

Lelaki ini pelukis masyhur.
Ada lukisan-lukisan agungnya mirip kepada lukisan saya.
Tapi, takkan lah saya nak kata dia yang tiru saya.
Djaman dia 200 tahun lepas.
Dan saya tegaskan saya tak tiru dia.
Tapi saya pelajari bahawa dalam beberapa cara, KAMI ADALAH SAMA.



Kami melukis atau menggambar kanvas kami secara snapshot.
Mungkin permasalahan idea, objektif dan execution kami berbeza, tapi dari segi komposisi, memang kami mirip. ok korang banding tengok sini:

ini saya punya, tahun 2008. saya lukis sahabat saya Yazid dan Mat.
Yang ini lelaki tadi punya. tahun 1876.

Mungkin korang tak jelas apa yang sama. Bila diperhatikan, kami melukis situasi spontan. Situasi yang tak signifikan. Kira kalau dalam kamera korang, ada gambar yang korang akan delete sebab tak lawa komposisinya, itulah yang kami suka nak lukis - aku la...kalau pelukis ni, dia lakar komposisi dia, dia tak ikut gambar!!!
In his early paintings, he already evidenced the mature style that he would later develop more fully by cropping subjects awkwardly and by choosing unusual viewpoints.
Lagi nekad, sebab dia memang saja je sketch komposisi tu macam tu....sedangkan saya tak sketch, saya dipengaruhi 100% oleh gambar rujukan!!

Lelaki ini ialah Edgar Degas. Galilah manaqib beliau di wikipedia.
Saya Edroger Cassidy. Hampir sama bukan?
Takkan saya tiru nama dia, bapak saya pun tak kenal dia!!!

Banyak fakta menarik tentang Edgar Degas. Ini saya pilih dari wikipedia untuk korang spot on.

1. He never married and spent the last years of his life, nearly blind, restlessly wandering the streets of Paris before dying in September 1917.

2. Degas, who believed that "the artist must live alone, and his private life must remain unknown"....

3. .... he opposed all social reforms and found little to admire in such technological advances as the telephone.

An artist is always alone - if he is an artist. No, what the artist needs is loneliness.
-Henry Miller

RINDU KEKASIH MENGASIHANI

Kau mau Kenyang?
Mau Gumbira?
Mau Bahagia?
Mau Kehangatan?
Mau Istirehat?
Mau Cinta?

KETAHUILAH.....
Wahai DIRI...

Kenyang hanya LAYAK buat MEREKA yang LAPAR...
Gumbira hanya layak bagi mereka yang SEDIH....
Bahagia hanya layak bagi mereka yang DERITA...
Kehangatan hanya PATUT bagi mereka yang KEDINGINAN...
Istirehat hanya layak bagi yang KEPENATAN...
Cinta hanya layak bagi HATI yang KERINDUAN...

MAKA......

BerLAPARlah
BerSEDIHlah
Biarlah DERITA
Biarlah DINGIN
Berpenat-PENATlah
Dan Teruslah MERINDU

Kerana hari ini kan jadi semalam
Dan Tiada yang KEKAL dalam Kehidupan
Walau Bumi dan Seisi Langit Sekalipun

Ed
25 May 2011
1.14pm
K.L Central

Edit.
TEMAN hanya layak bagi siapa yang KESUNYIAN.
PERTEMUAN hanya berlaku pada mereka yang TERPISAH.

FATHER AND SON versi bahasa Salako

salako is my mother tongue language.
AND THIS IS A VERY PERSONAL SONG.



FATHER & SON by Cat Steven/Yusuf Islam
on his 1970 album Tea for the Tillerman.. before he decided to be a Muslim.


Father
It's not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy,
To be calm when you've found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
Why, think of everything you've got.
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.

Son
How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.
It's always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

Father
It's not time to make a change,
Just sit down, take it slowly.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to go through.
Find a girl, settle down,
if you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

Son
All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,
It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.
If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them you know not me.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

JUBLIPERAK KELAHIRANKU

lahir, hidup & mati

telah dikatakan
"kamu dilahir
kamu hidup
dan kamu mati,
tak sepatutnya se-macham itu"

berdiri di tengah2 kachau bilau
ini mungkin saatmu yang paling penting
rasakan ilham dari dengusan kuda
ini mungkin panggilan terhebat untukmu
peluang sa-umor hidup
sa-buah matlamat yang telah dichari dengan berhati-hati
di sini dan di sekarang

kehangatan saat itu
saat ilham itu
hilang tatkala tugas memanggil semula
tapi tetap takkan kau lepas
walaupun
kau tahu sudah
bagaimana akhirnya

jadi buat apa mendapat ilham
jika setiap kali kamu diterangi chahaya
dan membuat perubahan, kesanggupan
kenapa memilih untuk peduli
bila keputusan tiada akan diketahui

pasti nanti ada yang menemui chara
bagaimana menchipta sa-mula pusingan roda
menchipta penawar kedinginan ini
atau bahkan membawa kefahaman
bagi kekurangan kita menerima satu sama yang lain
bila kitalah yang lain itu

pasti para pemikir hebat berusaha sehabis kuat
memikirkan jalan keluar dari hari itu
tapi, apa yang takkan diketahui,
adalah kesan besar yang mungkin telah kau alami

andai saja kau membiar ilham itu
untuk hidup
untuk difikirkan
untuk dijadikan tindakan
dan hasilnya perubahan
mungkin ada benarnya
bahawa setiap kita punya
chara berbeda bila melihat pepohonan
dengan kata-kata untuk menjelaskannya

alangkah bagus fikiran itu
maka berdirilah di tengah kachau bilau
dan bebaskan
kerana esok masih ada
dan itu saja yang kita tahu